Know the way, and still so Lost.

Yes, i watched "Dear John". And no, i am not ashamed of it. It was a really sweet movie. Oh Channing! He is so.....hard. Yes that's the word. And, and what was with the twist? I mean, okay.. Yeah she's so selfless and all. But really? I would never give up a guy like John. Ah. Alas, a love story that's a little bit like real life i.e sucks.


I feel so lost sometimes, like i don't know what the hell am i doing. Or what is the reason for my existence. And it drives me insane. What is the purpose!!? Maybe there needn't be a purpose. Maybe we're all here, just for the heck of it. I think too much. I have a huge ego, yes i do.


I need rest. I need sleep. Why am i not getting any of it?


"You don't know what you've got till its gone. Guess what? I'm gone."