Douchebags and other Pieces of Trash. .

Every week, before I go to work, my Grandma would ask,

"Kau tak cari kerja nu?" (Aren't you going to find a job?)
"Ni pergi kerja la ni.." (I am going to work now)

I have had my new job for almost 6 months now and she is still telling me to find a job! I worry about her sometimes. She hits her head on the bed post, and five seconds later, she would hit the same spot. Age really gets to you huh.. I hope I do not have to live so long. I'll probably go by the time I get to 50.

Apparently, there has been some thievery happening at the workplace. And after much gossip and intuitive ravings... We know who it is. A shocker, definitely. The decision was pretty unanimous. Though, I still have a few doubts myself. We will never know who it really is until someone actually reports this. Just have to be more careful. Though I'm completely penniless this week. . . Oh gosh. . .

I said to Shaban, "Baby, we're gonna eat 'Poor people style' tonight..." Sad, really.
We've been having arguments lately. Maybe the problem is not with him. Maybe its me. I should learn to accept him the way he is. Though it is so bloody hard. This is the only relationship that has got me to put in so much effort. So much patience. I hope it's worth it.

Ooooh, I'm gonna be 21 next week. I'm really bummed out about it. The most excited, prepared, exhilarated people, who's been anticipating my birthday are... My parents.
Cause this coming September 27th, they can finally cash in their lottery ticket, me.

Gosh, I hate them so much.

douchebag
An individual who has an over-inflated sense of self worth, compounded by a low level of intellegence, behaving ridiculously in front of others with no sense of how moronic he appears. Not to be confuzed with douche.

douche
a word to describe an individual who has shown themself to be very brainless in one way or another, thus comparing them to the cleansing product for vaginas.

(www.urbandictionary.com)

And with that educational note,

Have a Good One!

I wish I were Brave

If there was a cure for love, would you want it?

He said yes.

How can the person you so eagerly want to be a part of you be more and more of a stranger everyday. .

How does a dream come true start to become more of a nightmare as days go by. .

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Hibai

"The Man From Nowhere". More like "The Unbelievably Hot Hunk who gets Hotter by the second from Nowhere"

Its like "Taken" but Korean version, and not his daughter. I realise I'm always comparing "Taken" to most action movies. Well, it was da bomb. Great acting, some awkward lines but his gorgeous God-given looks smoothed everything out. The little girl was good too, with the puppy eyes and the sad sad voice. Loved it.

Watched it with my favourite person of the moment. He's like this little boy who you can't help but melt in his adoration and affection.

My usual nonsense questions:

Me: Would you still want me if I became really really fat? (points to a really overweight person)
Him: Yes of course.
Me: Really? But you would make fun of me though, right?

Me: Would you still be with me if you found out that I used to be a man?
Him: Yes I would.
Me: You would?? Now you're just saying it.
Him: I really would.

We'll see what happens when I show him my wood.


.....My wooden table... What were you thinking of? Geez.

The Catalyst To Self-Destruction

How well do we know ourselves?

I just discovered something horrible. And its about me. Something that I was dead sure of. It was a principle, I thought it was inbuilt. How disappointing. Now I don't know who I am. Are the things I say or think of, true?

How do you believe anything when you can't even believe yourself? Am I having some kind of identity crisis?

So basically, I need to find myself. Shake me up and really start doing something about it.

Ahhhhhh......

Transient Thoughts

Moments are fleeting.

That is why they are so precious.

It was one of the best moments since a very long time.

It's imprinted in my head, I'll never let it go.




Gawd, i'm such a mush-head!

Is this what they call pain?

It is perplexing how some people go about their lives without thinking of the future and what more, the end. I know it's depressing,I am one who habitually dwell on hopelessness.

What happened to maternal love? What happened to basic responsibility?

I don't think I can commit to "Who next, Who next, Who next?"

The world is grey to me now. Much like yours.

-You push until you're shoving. You bend until you break.

Rack em' up

Life in the retail line is monotonous and unbearable; for my brain and feet respectively.

Same old thing over and over! Racks racks racks. When I close my eyes, I see hangers. I visualise arranging them.. I'm going out of my mind. At least I've found out how much I'm unsuitable for retail. Staff-wise, there are a few great people. Though some customers can be total biyatches. Oh well, occupational hazard...

I don't even like shopping! Although....I might be warming up to it..