Don't you "Don't ya think?" Me!

All right.

If only we could turn back time. This is obviously the most wanted wish to come true. Well maybe it comes after money. But for me would be time. And of course while having the memory of now. I'll do it over. I'll know what to say, what to do in which situation, avoid all the hassle. But life is not structured that way. You have to go through everything to get to where you are now. Down to the smallest detail. If i didn't drop that thing, i wouldn't have seen you. If i didn't walk that way, i wouldn't have found you.

But the memories are killing me. Why is it that i can't seem to let go? Every little detail of my life, every word spoken to me, its etched into my memory, stitch by stitch. How do you let go so easily? Do tell.


Vincent Van Gogh-
One may have a blazing hearth in one's soul, and yet no one ever comes to sit by it.

"The locker that ran away but tripped on a small stone"

The hurt locker - is a fab fantastic movie. Such emotion, such reality. Makes you appreciate what you have here. Life is not a bed of roses for everybody. Quit whining and start living. The acting was top-class. Heart-wrenching and moving. A little like "The Kingdom". But i think its better.

I know what i want to buy! Wee! I'm giddy thinking about it. Though i'm gonna be totally poverty stricken after that. But its worth every last freaking cent.

-When we lose the right to be different, we lose the privilege to be free
..Charles Evans Hughes..

So he said "you're different." And i wonder to how many people has he said that to.

Ants on Fire

Ants ants! They were all over me! Sat at the wrong place.
Note to self: Avoid sitting near bushes or anything with plantation.
They really bite. It hurts. But i find that its kind of a stupid move for them to bite me. That way, i know where they are and i'm "forced" to kill them. If i were an ant, i would just quietly slip away....to safety..

Moving on. Is the world getting crazier? Or has it been this crazy, but i just haven't noticed? Seriously, everyone's like complaining... about everything! Hey! If you lost something and i'm trying to help,and its not found, don't you dare throw a bitch fit! I am not the idiotic one who lost your freaking thing in the first place. ..."Oh i hate it here! i'm never coming back". Fine! Don't! Good riddance. Why must it be this way? If everyone is polite to each other, everything will go soooo smoothly. But instead, its yell this yell that. Geez.. Seriously, what kind of fuckery is this?

Just wanted to get that off my chest.

Goodness, when i was on the way back, there was a white cloth stuck on top of a tree. And it was like...just hanging there. Almost gave me a heart attack. But it was just a cloth. Yup. hokay...

All's Swell.


P.S-- Parents Schmarent!

Who's to Blame

Why is life so hard?
I know this is all a test.
But is it fair? An attempt to protest.
A broken nail? Broke up with boyfriend? Failed exams?
That may be the end of the world for them.
What about Hunger? Abandonment? Death?
Its selfish. Its self-absorbed. A dwindled path.
Problems are equivalent to individual strength.
Is it just? To which length?
"Maybe i don't want to be so strong"
That you might say.
Its a game of hold.
Oh who's so bold?
A twisted reality. Dare you turn away.
But we have no voice.
Its the Almighty's choice.

Hooondredth Poohsst

Damn i gained weight! I've got flabs. Yes, flabs. Gosh. Gotta lay off those cheeseburgers. Maybe its because i've been a lazy ass since i've started working here. I ain't got no time to get my ass moving. I used to jog. But now its kinda hard with the timing and all. I need a plan!

Today i watched "Cloudy, with a chance of meatballs". It was a good movie. I have had dreams about huge food, and like chocolate rivers and i'm like swimming in them. Ahhhh..Those were good dreams. Some of the jokes are more understood by adults, but kids get the action-comedy part. Ohh and i watched it in 3D. With the glasses! It was awesome. Had great company. Ate great food. It was a nice day.



So this is actually my 100th post. Kinda took too long to reach here. Since i joined in 2005. Oh well..

White

Ate Mushroom Swiss double today. Woah! Love it. Met Fadzilah too.. Tried to take pictures but unfortunately my phone camera's flash is too bright! And our face was white --mine was white round face with black hair, fadzilah-- white face white tudung. Hilarious. I'm not much of a technical person and i cant figure out how to adjust the flash strength. If that's even possible.

I don't really like weekends. Cos "family day" doesn't really apply to my family. And too many people outside. Overpopulation. Too many people breathing. Theres not much air left. Herkkk






..Later

Imma whoop yo ass!

I'm so bored. Gosh! TV is so lame nowadays ain't it? Maybe i should get cable. Don't give me that "I-can't-believe-you-don't-have-cable" look. Not everybody's eating cheese everyday y'know? Maybe i should get a hobby. Actually, i do have a "to-do" list that doesn't have anything done yet. What can i say? I'm a planner, not a do-er. Spent most of my time planning to do things and not having time to do it. Yup, i definitely see a problem there.

What is up with creepy fellows nowadays? They're like everywhere! A few days ago, i just got a prank call at work. He sounded like a local Indian dude. And he was like "you sound sexy. Are you sexy?" I almost barfed into the phone. Like a coward, i just went silent. I could have said "you know what's sexier? Me kicking your balls up and out your nostrils!" But i didn't. I passed the phone to my partner who yelled "CAN I HELP YOU SIR??!" That made him shrivel up. What a dumbass! This is not a chat-line muchos! And its like i don't get enough from life outside work. They're everywhere. Just because i may look abit like a Filipino and dress unflatteringly sometimes, does not mean i'm about to start dating construction workers. So please do not keep trying to peek over my friend's shoulder. Brr.. It gives me the chills. I'm gona have to learn some martial arts. But first, i gotta master reaching my toes.

With the F1 coming up. Its like racing fever everywhere. Well, i for one, am not that hyped up. I mean, those things are really fast. And they make really loud noises. And that makes me nervous. Loud noises. I got to see a glimpse of the race last year. And i was just praying "please don't crash, please don't crash" Cos the sound would be a thousand times louder and i have no idea how i'm gonna survive That shock. But in the light of the event, it is a great tourist attraction. Yay! for the economy!

"Life has taught us that love does not consist of gazing at each other, but in looking together in the same direction."
-Antoine de Saint-Exupery (http://cute-quotes.com/life/quotes_of_life_010.htm)

Makes you think doesn't it? If not this might be funny for you:

Excuse me, sir, but you're sitting on my body, which is also my face. - Spongebob Squarepants

Hehe! La-gon! (Thats 'goodbye' in Thai...oooh)